Hey all,
I've been trying really hard to become more active in the community, make more new friends, participate in contests, post in the forums... I want to become more active on DA and improve my art more as much as I can now. However, life's got other ideas for the moment. Right now I'm struggling with some personal family stuff as well as my own personal health. I've got one family member who raised me from an infant currently in hospice care. She's fading fast and I'm now just waiting for the phone call to tell me that she's passed. It's unlikely I'll ever get to see her again, though I'm hoping she will somehow still be around for Christmas. Then, another family member just came out of surgery due to an aggressive cancer and will be undergoing treatments just prior to the holiday. My family has always been a healthy one, I've never had to face loss or concern like this in the past. It's been hard. Now, I myself am ill. Sunday I returned from work with a high fever and have been sick ever since. I'm pretty sure it's the flu running its course through me, however I've been coughing/hacking quite a bit and have had a fair amount of chest pain. My energy returned a little today. I just hope it doesn't turn into something like pneumonia. I really can't afford the doctor's appointment right now.
Work starts again tomorrow and I still have crud. I may not be around much until after the holidays. Honestly, I've been so zapped from everything...I don't have any sort of motivation to draw/paint or do anything but sleep. Just wanted to let you guys know if you haven't heard from me in some time. I haven't forgotten anyone, I'm just dealing with a lot right now.
Hopefully I'll hear from you all again soon,
Jean